Trying to understand
Why we can’t just lay here
and soak in the something that lies between us
I know I’m not imagining that lovely tension that exist
When two heart reach out to each other
When two souls are aware of the rightness between them
And two bodies swim in the heat that excites them
Trying to figure out
If there is a right way to say all the things that are on my mind and
praying the whole time that I’m not the only one feeling this way
NEW
I keep trying to describe or explain the way I feel about you and in a frustrated fury I realize that the reason that I can’t word the way I feel is because it is new.
Like the first day of school, that feeling of excitement and nervousness flutters in my stomach when I am near you.
The sound of your voice makes me weak.
And that smile…those lips.
I want to kiss away every worry and breathe new life into your world the way you have awaken mine.
I want to spend hours wrapped in a heated embrace, making love then fucking and back again, until both of us are entirely and totally spent and complete.
I just want to cry for hours
A tear for every moment of loneliness
A tear for every time I look in the mirror and hate what I see
For everyday I go to a job that I hate and cash a check that don’t even start to pay the bills
A tear for every night I see her and I am too big a coward to tell her how I feel.
I lie here and loneliness washed over me.
This bed that I once thought was too small now seem enormous without you.
Needing to feel your touch
soft skin so smooth, sweet words seep from satin lips
I am longing to hear those three words flow from them
To feel your breath against my breast, watching you sleep soundly
so sexy, so sensual, so wonderful
I’m so lonely.
Wanting to feel your lips on mine,
your body pressed against mine
your hands exploring all that lies before you
I am yours to delve, finding my spots with your tongue
Damn, I miss you
Talking about everything under the sun.
Marriage, kids or what movie to see tonight.
Or not talking at all
Letting our souls communicate silently…
They have a lot to talk about; they’ve been looking for each other.
The deep sigh that means “I love you so much”
The sound of your heart beating so close to mine…
